Is this my life?

Today I had a moment where it hit me...is this my life? Growing up I never even hoped my life could turn out this way. I never even thought it was a possibility.  To say childhood wasn't great would be a huge understatement. Growing up with nothing, with parents who were abusive or completely absent. Being told I'd never amount to anything. Some days I do feel like I should pinch myself.  I mean I guess to some I may not have amounted to much. But man alive I have a husband whose eyes light up when he looks at me. I have amazing children who love me.  I was blessed to be adopted which changed the course of my life. I gained a whole new family through marriage as well. I also have the best friends a girl could ask for. Sisters who would do anything for me. Our furniture may be hand me downs, our cars are older and i may never be a size 2 again but we have so much. When I think of how my life would have turned out...where I would be...I'm just overwhelmed. Better life than I ever thought I could have and better than I deserve...blessed!

Birthday note to my daughter

I can't believe you're turning 9! It seems like yesterday we were bringing you home from the hospital.  I want you to know how amazing you are.  You have such an amazing spirit. You are so loving.  You are an amazing friend. I admire how much you love others. You are funny and spunky. You are absolutely beautiful. You are driven and focused and passionate. I am so proud of you.

You are PRECIOUS!

I want you to remember how amazing you are. The world will try to knock you down, don't let it.  Whatever your dream is go after it! There will always be doubters, ignore them! Surround yourself with people who believe in you. Fight for what you want! Work for what you want! Don't just chase your dreams do the work.  You are an amazing warrior princess
don't you dare forget it.

There will be times when you and I don't get along. However I will always be on your side. I will always be your biggest fan and biggest cheerleader.  I will always root for you, I will always believe in you and I will ALWAYS have your back. Anytime you need me I'm here.

I cannot believe how blessed I am to be your mom.  I love you so much, my sweet crazy girl.

Happy "almost" birthday!